had to study for D&T... haiz ... very sad la... so little time left and so much to do, when can i ever.. well ... enjoy .... pleading for mercy with time.. it passes so quickly that i havent forgoten some things that left a deep scar in my heart.. yeah, i dont tink time will ever heal that wound of mine ....
its almost been 4 weeks, and i still tink of u ... your untimely and sudden death.. its truly not fair!!! juz now, at 6pm, i watch your memorial service on animal planet .... i forsake my 1 hour to study juz to watch it...
haiz.. it was great and wonderfull... no words of mine could express how wonderful and memorable the memorial service was... my heart bleeds knowing that u are gone, bt what can i do... after all, u left us so suddenly and its hard... one thing for sure, life wont be the same without u ... i know for a fact, whenever i on to watch animal planet, i will miss u lots... watching the service done for u... it was beautiful... your daughter made a speech for u ... though it was simple, but it carried a lot of emotions and feelings.. i'm sure u r proud to have a daughter that will follow in your steps...
hey steve, u are in heaven now, and i know that u are ... pls watch upon your animals and your family too ... they need u so pls be there not in a body form but spirit form... lets us feel your presence.... one more thing, no one can ever take your place that u have created for yourself in millions of our heart even mine... the special place that u have in my heart, will always be yours and i will remember you till the day i die .... u r the most forgetable and most precious and humble human i ever known ... thx for all the messages u sent ... the day when i step into the same profession as u, pls be there to give me the support and most importantly, pray for my success ... love ya .....
as i write each sentence, tears fell off my eyes, pls give me the strength to get over your death... like u said, a death of a love one, will give you the courage and determination to survive and live so pls, do the same for me... miss u .... CROCS RULE !!!
