shorthly, receive a call fm noorul .. she told me to watch the repeat telecast of tributes to Steve Irwin .. Thx 4 telling .. miss it yesterday ..
so i decided to go sch late cuz i wanna watch it ..
as i watch, early morning, every 1 asleep .. i cried ..
tears juz flow and i nvr stop it ..
seeing him was great but hearing him go, was heart breaking .. ..
until nw, i cnt believe that he is gone ... i seriously cnt believe .. my heart refused to believe the fact that he has left ..
it seems like to me, he is still alive .. he is out there doing what he always does but ...
i miss him + his programmes ..
its been 3 days ready, i still cnt get over it ..
they film him dying .. how the stingray attack him and when he pulled out the barb ... sobs.. heartbreaking ...
u say, time will heal my wounds ... how long... depends on me ..
its seems like its gonna take a long time ...
i know one thing for sure tat whateva steve did, he died doing it as he love ... now the respect i hold for this prefect wildlife icon, has increase and to me he is still the best and no one shall ever take over nor hold a candle for what he has done ...
damn it .. have been having tis stupid chest pain since morning .. hate it ! cnt sleep properly nor eat also ... haiz another trip to the doc, would soon drop me dead ... when will the problems ever be rid off ...
