i dont know whether to hate or love this dream BUT BUT BUT there are some certain facts which i can't disclose to protect the identity of that person in my dream and ya something else too.. (haha..sorry) so u wont might be able to understand some part of it ..its goes like that ( it may sound like a movie bt totally weird) in my dream, i left singapore to another country without telling anyone ( dnt ask where,why and for who did i leave singapore for, cuz i myself dnt know)5 yrs later, when i came back to singapore, everything change, even i change, my hair was cut to shoulder length, was straight and i was wearing a long coat(quite cool haha) some people must be definetly happy if they heard of me cutting hair.. ok ok.. back to dream.... it was a more of a urban type with lots of condo,and beautiful scenaries and lots .. then i decided to go to bedok, to catch up with my friends, everyone.. haha, i couldnt believe that our sch also change, it was an even better building then it is now, with swimming pools, gyms and also a cafe .. yeah .. ok ok .. then the 7/11 was taken away and replace with a shopping mall and the coffeeshops were taken away and replace with a famous restaurant.. (dnt ask what is the name... come on, i juz came back 5 yrs later how the hell would i know what happen in my absence) then i was walking and walking and walking and came up to this swensen restaurant... weird la ... but the best part was the people i saw in my dreams .. haha .. i totally love this part... everyone was "hooked".. some were still dating and other are engaged ... how sweet ... haha yeah.. sweet indeed ... the people whom i know then,(5yrs before) never really exsited .. everyone had grown up and look so gentleman and lady like ... haiz .. even yiying, huda and rabi, they too have found their happiness and was a prefect match too .. a match made in heaven... oh... how sweet ... yeah ok, wont go on about the people but its truly awesome and nice and i totally love it, at least everyone found their happiness and love too.. yeah .. ok, then i was actually scared to, urm.. confront u guys because i left suddenly without informing u guys and ya, u guys were totally angry with me.. can understand... so when i saw everyone, enjoying themselves in the swensen, i didnt want to spoil the atmosphere so i thought of leaving the restaurant and maybe meeting up with u guys another day..then juz as i walk out, i open the door and i saw YKW (wont tell u) at the entrance... wow .. i dnt know what to say la ... shocked ? surprise? happy ? or sad ? dnt noe ... one thing for sure, i'm glad at first that he wasnt attached until i saw her, standing behind him.. i was going to cry ready then yiying and rabi came and dragged me away ... they were trying to stop me from crying and ya, me explaining to them why i left without telling untill YKW came and told them to excuse us as he wanna talk, and true enough they did, i was there pulling yiying's hand saying that i dnt want bt then she.. haiz .. ok la, so we went out of the restaurant and he talk... the more he talk, the more i cried ... oh... too sad to talk ready ... i told him to stop but he refused la... urgh.. i couldnt take it so i juz ran off and he was stood behind me a while .. when i got a cab ready, he ran behind me, and said ..."i'm sorry" .... i couldnt be bother ... i left.. went home and left for the airport.. i thought to myself, for whom did i come back for, when my whole family are not here... i should go back and i did left... whatever happen in the airport, didnt make me stay back despite rabi, yiying and others trying to make me stop.. they juz stood there, watching my plane take off... then what happen next, my alarm rang and dream over.. but the weirdest part was that, i woke up crying ... i know that i cried in my dreams but nvr did i realise that i was actually crying in a reality too ... its too scary ... urgh.. i had enough ready, the more i think of it, the more it hurts... yep yep
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