things seems to go on fine ... nt too sure about life ...
life ?? hmm.... gt thousand and one ways to describe it ...
in life u need :
1) $$$$ ( no money , cnt survive ) 2)love ... hmm... tis one, too complicated 3)marriage ... same as above ... 4)family 5)friends 6)career 7)home 8)car 9) cnt think of any .. btw , this is what most people possess in life ... ( i tink)
haiz .. but sometimes, this very things in life, will become a burden to us, and its gone if anything changes ... totally suck ..
some say, cnt survive without money .. well, true enough but its not totally true..
having the willpower to drive u, is what thats gives the potential to survive and work...
some say, love is the game of live ... agree ??? not to sure...
but maybe ya..
someone told me before that u need to get hurt when u fall in love .. true???
scientifically proven .. its a no .. all depends on a person's liking ...
wateva ... anyway... did some soul searching about married life ...
ok ok.. whenever i hear this topic, i want to run away... but the more i run away the more this stupid thing comes in front of me .. yuck ...
people nowadays, got nothing better to talk but LOVE LOVE LOVE AND LOVE!! GIVES ME THE GOOSEBUMPS !!!
my aunt come over, and she was talking wif my mum and ya... as usual, they went back to the GOOD OLD DAYS ... their good old days has become a BAD OLD DAY for me... i cant believe it ... thousand or shall i say, MILLIONS of things, u can/cant do in life ... urgh.. the thought of it make me puke !
straightforward, i told my aunt, that i am not interested in such affairs of life.. so dnt bored me with all those things ... and i had to open my mouth saying that i dont intend to get married ... urgh!! there goes again... once upon a time .... the story... NO NO NO.. maybe lecture went on ....
mum said that those who dont wish to get married, will be the first one to get married ... urgh ! then if i say, i will get married, end up, still will ...
so i cant say i dont want nor i want ... in this matter, there is no yes or no .. suck... how to live ...
not yet, sixteen... forget about sixteen, not yet a full grown adult (actually i dont want to grow up.. ITS NO FUN! ) having to endure this talk is a pain ... ya ya .. others may love it, but i hate it ...
its totally ridiculous ... i seriously want to enjoy a care free life.. expand social life and career before being tied down to all those responsibilities ... beside, me & responsibilities.... no match i tink ...
yeah, i push most of my responsibilites to others, especially my mum and bros .. they do most of the housework.... (i tink)
can say, i'm carefree with no troubles but problems.. tell me who doesnt have problems in life ??? all do rite , so same here .. but i hope the troubles i face in life, others wont face it, cause if it happens with outsiders, its ok but involving your loved ones and relatives, trust me, it hurts ... To end off, i shall announce, THE LOVE SEASON HAS ALREADY BEGUN.... ( yuck.. pardon me for that, but it's a yuck for me )
