life is strange ... let me give u a senario... (certain parts of the story below are not written, take a day to write from head to tail) there was this girl, she went out with a group of friends to get some stuff for school .. her trip was fun and happening ..things that shouldnt have happened, happened... ok ok.. skip all those part ... but one day, someone from that group confessed something to her.. something that most likely will draw a distance between the both of them ... something that will change his and her life.. but she, she chose to ignore or keep the fact aside and be as what she was ... herself ... that made it possible for her to talk to that wonderful person ... life was the same for her again .. but at days goes by and months and thoughts and time and the events occuring in times, she decided to find some things out, or get answer to questions in her mind.. sometime later, that wonderful person asked her , how or what does she feel or have towards him.. she said, she doesnt know ... she doesnt know what she wants, what is important to her then ... that might have turn that wonderful person down .. but that wonderful person didnt gave up until sometime later ... that wonderful person found someone who thinks suits him ... she couldnt feel much happier, thinking that he has forgotten her and moved on... but she had that mix feelings and thoughts, which she could nvr understand then ... then many many things happen ... busy with personal life, school work, exams and so on ... finally everything came to an end, no more school, no more exams, not that busy in personal life ... she sat down, thinking about the past... memories that are sweet yet unforgettable ... she remember those sweet memories of going out with the group, she remember the other events that happen to her and Mr. wonderful and so on ... den she ask herself this question ... what if i had said yes then ? what if i know what i wanted then ? why do i have this feelings ? why do i keep thinking about the things we did together ? why do i miss the calls? why do i miss the tease? all the questions ran in her mind like gunshots ... she couldnt find an answer to any of her question, so she asked a friend ... telling from head to toe .. her friend gave her one answer, LOVE ... she was shocked as to why now this love feeling? why now? whats the point ? her friend said that she and Mr.wonderful had feelings for each other but arent able to said it to each other .. thats why she feels that way, thats why she feels kinda insecure ... so her friend suggested that she and Mr.wonderful should have a talk ... but she is scared .. again questions ... what if he change ? what if he doesnt feel the way she is feeling now? what if he is like other guys, toys or play around with girls feelings ? and what if and what if ?? it went on and on but no answer ... stop at this point ... she couldnt find an answer nor could her friend give her one ... life is indeed strange man .. like that senario above, there was a time, when she dont know but then again, the time comes to force her to think.. why ? even i dont understand... but when that Mr wonderful found someone and ya his feelings for that someone also died off cuz that someone happens to have someone else ... how can we know that she is happy about it? who knows she was happy for awhile only ? who knows that she still have some feelings for him, but cant seem to express it ? who knows that she refuse to express it cuz of other things? who knows what she is going through then? but why the sudden thinking about him? why the thoughts? why the feelings? nothing i can understand .. this feelings, this love and bla bla, really confuse and complicates and pro long the matters ... if time ever gives her the chance again, what will she do ? yes or no or dnt know?
